So what if things affect me a little more than they do you, and sometimes I cry more than any human should. So what if I get protective over my girlfriend; because what’s mine is mine, end of story. I’m overly sensitive, overly jealous, and overly emotional. That’s just who I am, so fuck it.
Sometimes I forget how crazy in love I am. Then the little things slap it right back in my face; her smile, her hugs, when she randomly tells me she loves me, kisses at red lights, kisses in general, the way she still gives me crazy butterflies. There’s nobody else I would rather spend the rest of my days with. From waking up next to her in the morning to falling asleep in her arms at night, she’s the only one for me.
One word: HORNY.
I have the most beautiful girlfriend in the world.
Sorry for such a late reply. It’s our first week in Canada and I haven’t been on the computer too much.
Honestly, when An and I first started messaging, I wasn’t expecting anything to happen. After all, she is from Canada and I’m from Minnesota. Private tumblr messages turned into kik turned into skyping every single night. She decided to come visit me up at school for my birthday, which was awesome. We had the most amazing week and she gave me the best birthday I could have ever asked for. I knew I was falling hard for this girl before I even met her. When she went home after meeting for the first time was when I was absolutely and completely sure that she IS my one. I already knew that I was gonna marry her. Now we’re here, engaged and happier than ever. I know she’s the one because I still fall in love with her all over again, every single day. I know because there’s nobody else that I want to fall asleep and wake up next to. I know because she still gives me butterflies and I still feel like an infatuated fourteen year old when she looks at me. I know because I want to spend every single second of the day that I can with her, and I could never get sick of her. I know because she’s like my first love, only a million times better. That’s how I know she’s the one. Because she’s my bestfriend and my lover. Because nobody can make me smile like her. I know she’s the one because I’ve never, ever felt this way about anybody. The way I love her is different. This, us, me and her; it’s real. She completes me. And how it felt? Nah. How it feels. I fall in love with her all over again everyday. I feel so sure and secure and safe. I don’t know, I guess you could say it’s kind of breathtaking. I guess I know because nothing in life made sense before her. Love was just a word before her. I thought I knew love, but her and our relationship have showed me so much. She is happiness. I love her to no ends, unconditionally.